Life, Moving Forward.

Life doesn’t stop, it seems to move faster than ever before. I don’t have time to stop for anything, because if I do i fear I will sizzle out. I don’t have time to figure anything out, I somehow don’t even have time to think. And I am ok with this. I don’t have time to dwell on the “what could have beens”, to dwell on my future.

Ryker is still mentioned everyday, if not aloud, I still think of him, or find something that reminds me of my precious baby and I don’t break down, I smile and think of how he is and will always be my boy. I can even now manage to ignore everyone who says somethings negative to me about him.

Life has truly moved forward, and I no longer cry over things I cannot control.

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2 thoughts on “Life, Moving Forward.

  1. Dneika– I am happy to hear you are doing OK. (Whatever OK is in the end.) But that is sometimes all we have isn’t it? There have been many days when I think I am moving forward. Many days when I think I am moving backwards. At this point in my life I try to just keep moving.
    You sound as if you are healing. But not forgetting of course. Take care of yourself. Later. Jeff

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