All of a sudden all the steps I took in moving forward, meant nothing. Because one little thing took me back to the start, and it feels like yesterday again.
I had gone so long without crying, so long without feeling like a failure, and one little thing set me off and I am back at the beginning. I guess I should have known it the feeling of being at peace wouldn’t last forever. Maybe I just need a day to not be put together.
It was nothing that set me off, literally nothing. And that is what has me confused.
Heres to hoping all of my moving forward isn’t lost to one day.