As 2015 comes to the end, I can’t say I’m not glad to see the backside of this horribly, disastrous year. I’ve been through so much heart ache this year that if I could forget this year I would. So bring on 2016, because it literally could not get any worse than this year. I’ve gone through so many firsts this year without Ryker, that his birthday on January 19th will be my last first without my son, and all I can say is that 2016 better bring me some good news or else.
So as I kiss 2015 goodbye, I think of all that I have been through this year; the birth of a baby, the death of my son, a funeral I never thought I would attend let alone plan, finding out why Ryker died. I went through Easter, Australia Day, my 22nd Birthday, Tim’s 24th Birthday, Mothers Day, Fathers Day, Christmas and now the New Year all without my Ryker and yet I am still standing, somehow.
So I will wish you all a Happy New Year, and hope you never go through a a year as horrible as this.