Life tends to move faster when you don’t think about it. I’ve lost count of days, weeks and even the past month. It’s literally flown by without me realizing it. It’s vanished before my very eyes. I’ve come to the terms its not what happens to you, but how you react that matters. How you move forward. How you let the world and fate define you.
Sometimes I wish I could forget the past and live in the now, but I can’t. I remember the past; the hurt, the pain, but I also try my hardest to live for the now, some days I am better at it then others. Some days my head is in the clouds dreaming of the past and what should have been my future. I am learning to accept that my future is NOT what I had planned, but I am accepting it as it comes now. I try not to plan what the future is meant to be. Fate will always find a way to inflict its ways upon you.
Moving forward; life is about moving forward, I am not moving on, I am moving forward, to something better, to a life where I am accepting, to a life where I am not chasing after the past.