So today I made a decision that had been on my mind for a while, I couldn’t decide but I finally just did it. I have been applying for jobs for a while but it never really had my heart into it. But today I really tried, and the best news ever, I had a phone interview, and have a face to face interview on Friday. I didn’t really expect to get any responses on the first day of proper trying but I did.
It’s not full time, but it is 20 hours a week. And that’s 20 hours I won’t have to concentrate on my life. Now just to not get my hopes up. He was really impressed with my résumé, sure I didn’t really want to go back to chefing, but unfortunately no one wants to take someone on that has no experience except for hospitality.
I am excited for this, I thought I would be more nervous and scared with finally going back to work, but it’s quite the opposite. I find myself actually hoping that this opportunity happens for me. I want to be contributing again. I want to move forward.
Now just the decision on whether or not I let my new boss know what has happened. There are good and bad reasons why I want to and don’t. Well at least I have tomorrow to mull over if I tell him.